Rest

I have been sick for 2 weeks. I believed that if I had more rest, I would have recovered earlier. Although I was tired, I couldn't sleep well. Cough, running nose, nasal congestion... all disturbed my sleep. Fortunately, my mother-in-law came back to Vancouver 2 weeks ago, so she could take care of the housechores and Elisha, and I could get rest if I was willing to. Sometimes I felt bad to rest as there were many things I had to manage. Yesterday I happened to have a whole day off, so I planned to do translation work at home. My mind ran so slowly that I had to take a break after 1 hour work (did not translated much in an hour!). After lunch time, I was thinking if I continued the work or got a nap. Finally, I chose to sleep and I got a really good nap! God knows what I need (sleep) and He provides it to me (free time). It's my choice to take it or leave it. Yes, God always provides my needs to me and it's always up to me to take it or not!