Go thru the process

Recently I want to write the blog but it's like too much stuff to say, too little heart to write. I don't know what is happening to me as I always feel tired, physical pain and less enthusiasm. My mind works slower, my memory gets worse, my response is slow, my verbal expression gets stuck ... I wish I know why I'm like this! Well, it could be mentally fatique, it could be blocked emotion coming to surface, it could be lack of exercise, it could be burnt out, it could be all of the above. Tonight when I prayed, I realized that I am too focus on the problems and relying on myself to find the solution! I forget to look upon God and let him help me! When I leave my burden to him, I feel better. I don't know how long I need to go thru this process, but I believe God wants me to learn something from it.

响低處

最近好少寫blog，唔係無嘢寫而係心情起伏令我不唔知點寫。遇到嘅事情對我有好多體會亦令我有改變同成長！最重要係令我更找緊神同認識自己！兩件都唔係易做嘅事，但卻係對我好緊要！不過通常我會做嘅時候就係當我响低處或者遇到難處嘅時候。响呢啲時候當然唔開心，但係如果能夠從呢啲經歷學到找緊神同認識自己，最後我會感謝神比我有傷心難過嘅時候。