My little precious

Elisha is almost 9 months old, and her needs and demands keep increasing! I have to keep up with her pace to help achieve her milestones (eg, standing) or her goal (eg. flipping book). She has quite a strong will and not easy to be convinced to change her mind! Sometimes, I feel helpless, fatigue (mentally and physically) and frustrated when she is out of control. I am scared that she will become a spoiled kid because I can't discipline her. I feel trapped because her needs interfere my personal life. I feel neglected because she gets all the attention. I want back to the past that I am care-free!
When I see Elisha is happy, I am happier than her. I like to see her sleeping as she looks like an angel! While she achieves a milestone, I am excited for her! I feel melt when she wants me! I feel blessed because she is my daughter! I want her to be in my whole life!