Let Go and Heal
囡囡今晚又哭著說唔要去AWANA！連講幾次「我唔鍾意！」我見都佢咁樣個心都唔舒服，同老公相量可能等囡囡遲啲先再返，唔想traumatize個女令佢唔鍾意返church。當我一個人揸車返church時覺得sad，因為我要接受個女唔ready去AWANA，代表我要let go對佢嘅expectation:佢同同年嘅小朋友一樣！但因為佢係年未出世，所以佢如果而家同同年嘅小朋友一樣，表示佢係比佢哋advanced！(兩歲半同三歲嘅developmental stage 係有好大距離)其實我對佢呢個expectation係因為my inner child嘅成長過程一路都要not being behind，要being advanced！幾辛苦都要撐落去！所以個女嘅情況triggered 我嘅pain，但係go thru the grieving process is a way to heal my pain！感謝神，讓我可以睇重囡囡嘅感受，然後睇見自己嘅傷口，有機會讓神醫治！
posted by loklok @ 12:26 AM
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You ok ma Dai Siu Lai? Perhaps SaSa just thought that Awana is too easy for her, or may be she wants to skip to a higher grade =)
其實起初Priscilla 也不喜歡返AWANA。每次出門前她也嚷著唔去，她話唔鍾意AWANA。不過近幾次她終於有所改變。可能是因為她漸漸喜歡佢嘅leader 啦，而且她很喜歡背金句。我諗sa sa遲啲都會ok，不要太擔心啦！你能夠從嗰女身上睇到自己的傷口，得到醫治，你好叻呀！繼續努力！
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